Today is the first day of my blogging journey. I don’t know what I’m doing or what to expect but I’m starting. This is my first entry. I don’t know how deep I want to go or what scares me to share. I want to start by saying I’m Terria and this is my blog. Here is where I can just say what I think. Not the positive version, not the motivating kind, just truth from prospective. People(A word I’ll refer to often) are always trying to prove things. We want to prove we are good enough for the cheer team or smart enough for the spelling bee. Well after 34 years of living to please others, I’m here to tell you, there is nothing you can prove to other that doesn’t have to be proven to yourself first for it to be a reward. See I used to be a full blown people pleaser. I would spend time helping everyone around me with every and anything. I would babysit, cook, clean, entertain, whatever the other person needed at the time. I did all those things for others but rarely did them for myself. I mean I cook and clean but rarely was I entertained by my own reflection. Often times I’d be so tired from helping other people that I didn’t really give myself any time. Over time I’ve grown away from pleasing everybody and have slowly started focusing on me(sometimes). As good as I want it to sound Im still a people pleaser in a lot of ways. But it all starts with awareness. And in order for you to be aware of something you have to give attention to understanding it. And the first way I started to understand was through the Laws of Attraction! Im not going to go into the laws, Ill do a separate post about it in depth because it is ALOT to cover. But that is where my journey started. I started off with this big energy and such a positive outlook on everything! I was soo happy to be starting something different and for me for the first time in my life. It felt good. But after like the 2nd law I started to understand more and the more you understand the less fantasy like things seem. You know when you’re watching tv and the character is this perfect depiction of a man, perfect features, perfect job and family and that actor is later on the news for murdering his entire family after wife finds out about gambling debt, you kind of feel a way about his character on the show. When you don’t know what’s really going on everything seems like a positive situation because its new, but the more you learn the more you become responsible for the things you’ve learned it becomes a lot harder. Well thinkers, im going to end here, I can literally just keep going but I want this to be organized. If you made it this far you’re a super star! Shhh that’s our secret! See you in the next post ! Try a different category!